Pampered-luvs@bs.com (❤)

Merry christmas & a happy new yr :)

2012-01-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

Pictures do th talkings

I miss her so much<3

Love beat

2011-12-20T17:36:00.000+08:00

I'm not happy with my hair length. Not happy that it's not thick enough. not happy that it's not straight like i want it to be. I'm not happy with my size. I think i'm too small i look like a 10yr old kid. I wanna be chubbyyyyyy like yea chubchubz! I'm a shortie :( I wish i was fairer. I wish my eyebags would go away...

Okay enough of dreaming :)

It's just me and you

2011-12-16T17:24:00.003+08:00

Who more cute? ^_^

Really in love w this two pics. <3 although it's blurry :)

Doing a short post because i'm bored and i got nothing t do and i'm retard. currently listening to dj tok's ahhahh siol. Not bad :)
Woke up at 3+. actually was supposed to reach cantonment at 4pm... Couldn't make it alr. overslept :/ plus raining. waited for officer to call me. He 4.30 then call me and postponed to next Tuesday morning 10.30. Hopefully i can wake up in time :)
Baby's cooking dinner for me now <3

Tonight baby's going muaythai w his friends. I think i'm going home first to take my things.

Okay baby i justwant to let you know that you are my everything and ever since you stepped into my life everything changed. ''You are like my colour pencil you add meaning to my life.'' i remember you told me that :) now i'm telling you back! Now you're my life.

Proud t say that you're my longest. the first guy that did so much for me my entire life. The first guy i quarreled so bad with that we shouted at each other and you hit me but nevermind :) Didn't know why i never retaliate also... haha. I never felt so in love before.
Whats me without you?

Happy 4th month ❤

2011-12-16T04:18:00.000+08:00

Peektures today!

I candid him :D

Giant hello kitty i saw at mini toons. 300bucks :(

(left to right)

Baby, max & kenneth

Max, baby & kenneth

lolol

Kenneth, max & baby. Three crazy nuts. Hahahahahaha!

Kenneth & giant angry bird

Handsome ^^ although he don't like this pic but i like

Baby and friends looking at toy guns ._.

Taken yesterday.

Toy gun.. Boys stuff (left out) Hahas

Pictures are not in order. Camera girl of th day :)

Had a great day today ^_^ it's me and baby's 4th month . Although yesterday we had war and really hard times but we still pulled through tgt <3 so glad that we're back together again. It seems like after war ended everything just seems to be so perfect w you♥ Happygirl97 ^^v Thanks for the hello kitty it's so cute i love it

Today woke up at 3plus in the afternoon. Baby cooked lunch for me! had Pork, mutton, wedges(my fav), unagi fish with mee sua and cheese hotdogs. He really want me become fatfat. Hahas! His cooking soo nice :B Then pompom and nua then left home at 7+.
Baby zai me on his bicycle to juntion 8 and when we reached there we were surprised to see so many people. It was super crowded. Red line broke down. And screwed up. Got a lot of police also. Luckily we never take bus if not need to squeeze like sandwich! Met up with his two friends Max and Kenneth. went to get our movie tickets. Slacked and puff and they do crazy stunts and wanted to camwhore. After slacking went to BHG and bought baby renoma t-shirts as 4th month present. Hope he liked it :) They went to kids corner and see toy guns... Lol
Said byebye t kenneth and max. Went to watch our movie, caught mission impossible 4. Rate 3.5/5 :) quite nice. After movie home sweet home w baby<3

Unfortunately tmrw need go cantonment... Stress :(

2011-12-14T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hi i know i neglected my blog. Time to update

Sunday went golden mile w baby, ate sticky rice and moo yang for lunch. Then met jiale for puff as he working there. After that went macpherson lan and i audi-ed while he play his gun games. Hahas after lan baby went to visit his ahma so I waited for him :)

After he done, went bishan t drink. And guess what happened?.......................................................

Yes i was drunk withh lots of things in my mind and I talked nonsense,,, Baby put me to bed while he went gm to find his friends.

Monday night went home sleep and nua like a pig...

Tuesday went over t baby's house and he gave me this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

advanced 4th month present <3 love die him. He say th hello kitty look like me >,< He also gave me kinder bueno. Hahas ^_^ chocolates cheer me up.

Wait for him bathe and prepare then cab to funan for early dinner. After that i went for ballet but was late for pointe so didn't go for th first class :x only went for 8.15pm class.

Bought this guava juice t drink. Lovin it! it looks so cute cuz it's pink. Don't bare to drink it but it's too irresistable :( but I drank it anyway. hahahahahahaha.

Oh anyway, mummy's bringing me back to thailand in January :) yay!

2011-12-09T18:11:00.002+08:00

Hi. i'm sad. bye

I could hear my heart shatter into pieces

2011-11-28T17:10:00.002+08:00

I don't know how long can i stand this. on my own. I've got no one t turn too. I trust no friends anymore... My hand want to take my phone and call my mummy telling her i'm sad but if i do that mummy will think your bad boy.. Idw..

I only have you. But i can't share it with you..

I'm going crazy.. what can i do?.. I really don'tknow what to do... I don't want to feel paranoid anymore. but th only way to do that is not to care. HOW CAN I NOT CARE ABT YOU?! it's im possible. I don't want it t happen too.. I still care and love you..

I want to understand you and let you do what you like so that you won't feel like a bird in the cage. but it's breaking my heart to see all these... Everytime i see her name i wanna kill her. But i rmb you told me never think abt evil. Bcoz good always win over evil. So i try my best not to think abt it.

Bby help me. i'm vv confused inside.. I can'tsleep well, every night i think about it. It's really killing me inside. I'm going insane alr.. How much i feel like getting myself drunk and cry everything out again but i hold myself back every single time bcoz i know you hate me to do that. And it's running away from reality.

It hurts the most knowing th one you love is happy with someone else... if she makes you smile, i don't mind bcoz i just want you t be happy. But it will kill me..

I love to see you smile you know?.. I always watch you sleep and sayang your head while i'm so sad inside. Don'tdare tell you. bcoz i don't want you angry. dunwant we quarrel.

I need you bi... my tears always flows for you.....

Sick

2011-11-28T16:50:00.001+08:00

Baby bought this from a muted girl. and he gave me th boiboi. He told me this is you and me. <3

Yesterday woke up at 2plus left home w/ baby. Cab t bendemeer fetch vanvan. then went t golden mile. I went to find my mummy at 3rd floor and take money then went downstairs eat thai laksa. After eating went t puff then took bus to bugis cuz baby want buy somethings. Eat again after that. then vanvan went home and baby went t macpherson find his grandma while i went home to take somethings. Then cab to macpherson fetch baby then went to bishan. wasn't feeling well and today sick... 38.7 degrees fml :( feeling so weak physically and mentally..

Even if it breaks my heart, just so long as you're happy

2011-11-27T05:59:00.001+08:00

No more selfishness. No more pride. I just wanna change for you baby.

Listen to your soft heartbeat, watch you sleep so soundly. Hushhush sleep tight. i feel so lucky to be doing this. It was you that made me smile. made me realise what love is. Taught me many things. guide me through my obstacles. It was you that made me believe in forever... I was lost. but you found me.

I just wanna hold you tight forever. i don't even wanna let go a slightest bit. I'm sorry i may not be a very good girlf. But i just wanna let you know that, i truly love you.. Th number 15 will always be my fav number. I don't know what life will be without you. & thinking abt it just makes me cry. I really can't live on without you baby. You mean everything t me. you're my precious gem. No one can ever replace you in my heart. You'll always be my number 1 and only. Throughout this 3months you really made me feel loved. No one ever made me felt this way. Only you. you can. I'm sorry for being over sensitive. I'm so stupid sometimes i hate myself. I will study hard and be guaiguai for you okay? Pinky-promise. I don't even have interest in friends anymore. I don't want anyone, i jsut want you. I'm trying my best. don't lose faith...

2011-11-26T17:50:00.002+08:00

Edited my blog fonts. no motivation to blog. baibai x.

2011-11-21T00:38:00.000+08:00

Hello :) I cut my hair not long ago and somehow my face looks rouder now ?

Today woke up at 12pm. Baby was still sleeping. Left baby's house at 12.45 . i went to golden mile to find my mummy t take money then went to buy food back home for baby. Bought subway cookies too cuz i wanted to have them soo badly. Reached baby's house and he was still sleeping and i tried t shake him up but he tell me he still want sleep awhile more so i waitwaitwait until 2hrs passed.. T-T
He woke up around 4. Eat and watched puss in boots. Nua. night time went downstairs buy cig and some maggie then went back home. He went downstairs find jiale t slack while i waited at home like a hungry pig craving for food. I.W.A.N.T.T.O.E.A.TTTTTT (!)

Your lil princess

2011-11-19T00:11:00.000+08:00

Today evening's sky at bb's house there.

went training at then just cameback home. Baby's hungry and probably cooking maggie mee later. Hope his leg will recover veliveli fast :) so he can do his dream. Tmrw need wake up early in the morning and wake baby up go bedok together so i better sleep soon. He's currently playing taptap non stop ._.
Done doing my new blogskin. ^_^ How is it??

1000 kisses for you baby

2011-11-18T13:54:00.000+08:00

Apologies for the lack of update. Been too lazy to touch comp.

3days ago was me and babyboy's 3rd month

Happy belated 3rd monthsary babyboy ❤

Thx for the pokla dots slipper <3

1/11/11 Cycling in the middle of the night .

7/11/11 Went to chompchomp t eat dinner.

V. ugly I know

The little thingy i drew on baby's hand

Yesterday woke up early in the morning for ballet exam. Was very nervous. Did some wrong steps. :/ Hope i'll be able to get an Honest! After ballet exam chilled at koufu for 2hrs plus with ballet mates Eunice & Tabitha before we left. I went home to bathe and baked food for baby. He came over to my house to fetch me.Then smth happened and we sat at chai chee until he felt better... Super worried for him :(

After that came home to rest at 10pm while baby went out for dinner at tpy.

I'm getting v bored of my blog layout already :(

Time really flies. Before i know it it's already end of yr. Christmas is coming soon and time to say bye-bye to 2011. This year passed way too fast for me. I wonder what about next year.. Hope it'll turn out to be slower abit.

I'm gonna be 15 next year and i thought i was still 13. Phew

2011-11-05T17:21:00.000+08:00

Will update soon~

Bye school! Hello holidays!

2011-10-31T18:35:00.004+08:00

(This photo was take in September.)
13 more days baby <3
Halloween yesterday and all I did was eat and sleep. Nothing special at all, didn't celebrate.

It was meet the parents session last Friday. I didn't go to school ever since exam ended. My teacher called my parents to sch with me at 11am for my results. So... Thursday - overnight at bby's house. Next morning woke up 9. Baby was still sleeping so I left a little note for him and left bby's house. Headed home to change into my uniform. was late~ Reacher sch at 11.30 haha. Went to classroom and it wasn't my turn yet so waited for the teachers to finish talking with the other parents. Chit chat with my other classmates~ and then guess what?! The supersuper guai kia prefect in my class pierced her lip! become gangster alr uh~ haha she changed so much. Can't believe it. Okay getting out of the content.
Anyway, I was sooOoOoOoOoOooOOOo super duper nervous about my results && I have no confidence that I'll promote because I was slacking throughout the whole yr.. Soon it was my turn. Firstly teacher showed them my report book then show my Chinese paper which I didn't even do and got zero -.-
Overall conduct - POOR. Class position : 30/34 . But not too bad. The teacher didn't say anything bad abt me in fact she said I'm a pleasant girl and I can excel if i am regular at my attendance. ohwells~ :x I'm a lazybum.
Want to know whether I got promoted?????????????????????????????????
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YESSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!

I got promoted to sec 3NA. I was like, how can i pass? I didn't even study. Super happy ! :D my mother was so happy and she said''wahhh pass uh, goodgood'' then she hi-5 me. Kutee~ She say if i promote she will buy me a new phone. Should i get a iPhone 4 white???? Hmmm...

Went to jurong to swim with baby, ahyong and kaifeng last sat. I kena sunburn!! :( changed my number already. Do not contact 9336**** anymore.

Wondering how to spend my holidays.. Anywhere nice to go? Anything special to do in Sg? I want to go back Thailand!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss thailand sososo much :'( or should I go work and earn money ? ><

i just do what i want. it's not about what people are saying. it's about me.

2011-10-24T19:43:00.009+08:00

70th day baby <3

Friends come and go. don't they? It's just the few of them that you still think of until today. even if you haven't been talking to them for yrs...

You can meet your friends late night. But for me? You can't. You tell me you can't ton , you tell me you can't stay out late at night. LANJIAO . You can go out ton with your new friends. go drinking somemore. Smlj sia. Everytime say until like so nice hor? Say until like I the best. Like i your one and only. You don't come and talk cock with me alr la seriously. Once, I keep my mouth shut. Twice, really enough of it alr. Enough of your fking childish fairytales. Fucking two-headed snake _l_ eff offf.

You know who you are, ;)

Baby baby,

2011-10-19T18:14:00.005+08:00

I really do not have any motivation to post but.. I do not wish to see my blog so dead. Being busy with life and my loved ones. But still, lets just take this as my online journal and put in all those memories in here. Like the saying goes, ''Pictures never change even when the people in it do.'' I love rewinding my older posts just to look back and reflect. (I rarely camwhore/take photos naodays, sorry for the wordy post.)

Dear Junjun, Happy belated second monthsary ! &&

Ever since you stepped into my life, you taught me a lot of things and you totally changed my life. I gave up my lifeless lifestyle because you made me realise the meaning of being human. I gave up slacking because of you. And also you told me that it is so hard to be human and thats why I stopped doing stupid things to myself. I never wanna hurt myself again.

I was so damn touched when you told me you wanna marry me. I felt like the happiest and luckiest girl in the world. You're gonna be my one and only and no one can ever replace you, I promise.

Been through many ups and downs together within this short 2months. But it didn't felt like two months passed. In fact it kinda felt more like 2years. I'm not joking. You're the first guy that i've spent so much time on, just to accompany you day and night. & be by your side. I remember at the beginning of our rs when I didn't trust you totally because I was afraid of getting hurt for the same reason and also I have been hurt many times before and I just couldn't stand another heartbreak but I just couldn't deny the fact that I fell deeply for you and there was no way to escape from rejecting you as a boyfriend.

I didn't believe in love at first sight but for you, I did. It's just so weird isn't it? We barely know each other, yet we cared for each other, rarely talked to each other , and didn't show any of our feelings towards each other until that one day that I decided to confess my feelings to you because I just couldn't hold it back anymore. The feeling is just soo... something inside me was forcing me to tell you and so I did. At first you thought I was joking. But yea I insisted I was cuz I was really being serious with you!!!!!

I remember we would stay up late and drink together, having heart2heart talks. You told me that you really loved me a lot and you didn't want me to leave. You even said you can't live on without me. You told me I changed your life and I was the only reason why you're moving on with life. I remember there was once you told me that I was your colour pencil because I coloured your life with meaning and motivation. You're just so cute aren't you? sillyboy.

This 2months passed really fast. Even before I know it. Time flies with you baby. I can't wait to be your wife!!! And our son's name will be HoeZhenLong right!! (thats if my baby turns out to be a male). Know what? If i'm a mother and I have a choice, I'd rather give birth to a boy rather than a girl. Reasons:

1. I'm a girl myself and I know how crazy we get when it comes to shopping. Our money can literally fly within minutes.

2. Guys are more self independant and more capable of taking care of themselves.

3. Guys do not need as much money on clothes compared to a girl. etcetc...

Andand, girls out there I'm sure when you are sad and breakdown crying and you look for a listening ear, your friends have ever encouraged you saying, ''don't worry and get over it. One day you'll find your Mr Right.'' Isn't it?

And I understand that at that point of time when you are at the lowest and you still feel so sad pondering over the breakup, and telling yourself that you want him back and stuff. That's why you won't even want to get a Mr Right but you just want your ex back. Thats how stubborn I was.

But in the end? I still let it go after time passes. I was hurt time and again and I didn't believe in any Mr Rights. I thought it was just plain lies. I thought they didn't exist at all or probably extinct in this world.

But everything changed after this HoeJunJun of mine stepped into my life. He was my Mr Right, the one I had been searching for years. The one I had been hoping to get. I guy I always wished he was.

So what i'm trying to say is, don't cry over spilt milk. Don't give up the whole forest just because of one tree. One day the person who you are fated to be with will meet. And you will have your time of your life. So don't worry so much and don't be so sad over love okay? Girls don't cry later not pretty alr. Cheers :)

Do y'all miss me?

2011-09-24T16:02:00.000+08:00

Time check: 3.04am. Blogger time is screwed can anyone tell me how to change it?~ Just done with my new blogskin after spending 2hrs+ on it. Long right. Haha. How was it?! Spent a lot of effort kayy.. I got soo freaking bored of my old layout so yea. Trying this one out. I edited it from the original into something simple as I don't like the backgrounds. Sorry for the lack of updates. I doubt any of you are still visiting my blog t read my posts are you? It doesn't really matter whether i post or not. My tagboard has been real dead so I decided to remove it.

My end of year's exams are over and I'm not really positive of passing. Guess I'll retain? >< I only did last minute revision, and I mean it like really last minute when I'm on my way to school on the bus then I take my book out to read. How lazy can I be. I don't know why, I just don't have the heart to study I guess? I used to be able to catch up quite steadily with my science but I lacked out due to my very horrible attendance in school. The minimum percentage of attendance needed to promote is 80% and I definitely didn't beat that. So what if i pass? My attendance will still pull me down. & if i retain, I won't even feel like going to school anymore. It's one yr of waste. Maybe I'll quit and go find a job so I don't have to be a mummy girl and get money from my parents all the time anymore? I don't know. If only singapore wasn't so strict in certificates but sadly they are. And there's nothing I can do about it. Quitting school actually also means quitting ballet. I've spent thousands of dollars on just ballet & I know I won't be continuing ballet for long and that's a real waste of money. My pointe shoes. My leotards. My stockings. Going in the bin? N.O.W.A.Y ! I love ballet so much I can't help it. & if I do quit my studies halfway through, I pray hard I can survive on my own and go to work.

Stay tuned.

Boredom gonna kill

2011-09-08T17:49:00.000+08:00

I'm bored so here's a random post. (ugly picture taken during teacher's day)

It was teacher's day last week so how was it in your sch? In my school i think it was kinda fun :)
Every sec1 - sec2 classes need t setup a booth to sell things. sec1 open food stall while sec2s setup game stall. My class was a game of shooting balloons. When all the other classmates were busy doing their stall thing i went to the ''dj'' and check out the people dancing. Hahaha! They blasted club songs and the students made their own circle and pushed 2ppl in t dance. What a partay~
i walked around t check out the sec1 stalls. Bought some coupons & spent it on mashmallows and some sweets ^^
Felt really bored and wanted a puff so asked my friends if they wnted to smoke and then all 6 of us went t toilet for a puff then after that went t walk around.
at 10.30am we had to assemble in the hall for teacher's day performance. As usual - boring :o yawnz. Sit down there for so long until leg cramp >:
Saw many of korkor's friend that came t visit their teachers. Sadly my brother didn't come :( he was a ex-bedoktowner. Okie end of post. Tag me pleaseeeee! <3

Overflowing, overwhelming.

2011-09-05T23:32:00.001+08:00

I hide my feelings. I try to run away from reality sometimes. I try to put a smile back on my face in front of everyone. I act like nothing is wrong & everythings' fine. I make people think i'm metal-hearted but actually inside so paper-hearted. No matter how hard i try to be strong on the outside, I will never be as strong inside. And no matter how many times i try to hold my tears back, there will always be this one time when i will not be able to hold my tears back anymore. Cheerup, jacq.

Sometimes I wish I had a dick to shove in bitch's mouth to make them shut the fuck up :)

2011-09-05T13:21:00.000+08:00

''I get jealous and tear easily. I keep things to myself. I'm sensitive and always let my thoughts run wild. I hate being alone and left out. I'm afraid to put trust in others. Yes, i'm not perfect.. But i'm perfectly me.''
Hi are you anticipating my post? Currently at bbyboy's house. He went t work and left me alone at home :( quickly come back!! Yesterday night went to meet bby for dinner at golden mile after his training. I waited for him for almost half an hour and i was so patient for the first time. If he was my friend every 1min i'll spam his phone and kp him to faster LOL.
Okay so after dinner went for a lil drink by the sea.

Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
I gave my fav memory to this sillyboy i'm with.. cuz' i gave him everything i gave him my all and most of all i gave him my heart. Letting him have the power t break it and trusting him not to. I don't know why but when i'm with you i just have this feeling of fate. Like we were fated to be together from the very start. Like we were meant to me.. I'm afrad of losing you. I need you here with me, and don't be afraid for i will be by your side. You always like to think too much. so don't don't think too much kayy. I had many past rs but this one is different. I just feel so i dont know why. & i hope you don't let me down again...

Shopaholics

2011-08-31T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hello strangers. I was too lazy to go to school today and gave it amiss and went to katong's home of pool for some pool. Better get my ass t school tmrw ;x Came home at 4pm+ and felt kinda sick so I had panadol and didn't know that it made my condition worse and my runny nose got worse. or shall i say, worst. neverending runny nose. 2boxes of tissues isn't enough :(

It has been quite sometimes since i last posted a wordywordy post. So many pix, so little things to elaborate about. So here's a really random one.
I look in the mirror and there are many things i really wish i could change about myself. Like having bigger eyes/pupil, thicker hair, chubbier cheeks. I wish i was fatter. I don't like being a skinny winny boney >:( but afterall no ones' perfect. if we can change our looks , everyone's face will be everchanging and neverlasting. We wouldn't even be able to figure out who's who. Freaky :/
I dream and crave for what i want to have. If you were a billionair, what would you buy for yourself? I want an iphone4 white, a goodgood camera/dslr, many many hello kitty stuffs and of cuz shop like there's no tomorrow!
Dreams in life? thought of what you wanna be when you grow up? I don't sing much but i've ever thought of being a singer. But after much consideration i think being a singer isn't a really good choice. So much time to sacrifice from your family, so much to travel, so much time needed. so nah. Normal people do office work. i don't wanna do that. I'm currently doing ballet and perhaps i can become a ballet teacher? Or rather not. I choose to put ballet as a second priority. I don't really know what i wanna be in life. Hmmm...

Neverending wishes

2011-08-30T13:46:00.000+08:00

Went to meet bby at Bugis yesterday night & went over to his place to stay over. Next morning had to wake up super early at 7am to wake this pig up :@

I can't stop the temptation whenever i look at blogshops and if i calculate the total amount of what i want to buy, it usually goes up to 300bucks. But i really want them soo badly !! T-T
I just checked my horoscopes and :
Positives:
Calm, methodical, honest, loyal, sincere, steadfast, popular, reliable.
Negatives:
Materialistic, rigid, stubborn, inflexible, impatient, narrow-minded.

Very true :)

A lil too much

2011-08-29T16:02:00.000+08:00

To any passerby: Don't so weird can? me ask me question then never reply. might as well don't tag .

Some random old pic ;

Sighs.

I am being so bitchy. Yea but, have you ever thought why? It's because i love you. that's why i'll feel this way. I think it is rude to invade your privacy but I can't help it. You gave me your acc & i gave you mine. You logged in mine and so why can't i login yours? Do you know how long have I been keeping it to myself? I didn't tell you a single thing about how i felt cuz i didn't want you to feel that i'm being over-sensitive. I didn't dare to tell you anything. But truly i was already bleeding inside. I felt so hurt. Can you imagine what if i tell another guy that i love him? How'd you feel?.. When I read through the conversation between the both of you, my heart broke into pieces. I broke down and cried in front of the computer.

I'm speechless. You told me that i'm your colour pencil and i colour your life. You told me you wanna marry me. Is that all true?.. What you did really make me think twice.

I hope you really mean what you say & say what you mean..

Devotion

2011-08-25T16:21:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps :) Today is thursday, sch ended at 2pm. went to puff w Jake and co. then headed home. I've been weird lately. always craving for food !

Today was fire drill day. haha

Pictures of Milky -

My epic face >.>

I'm really getting bored of my blog alr :( boring layouts.
boring fonts.

This pig of mine keep asking me to link him up so i'm gonna do it later. :@

Superblur pic .

as usual everybody was so nonsensical. Doing nonsensical stuff which really made me lmao. starting t think that sch is quite fun.

Day 23 - the last person you kissed

Obviously, my boyfie :)

going out soon, baibai. Please remember t leave me a tag before you gooo ~

Goodbye long hair, hello short hair ;

2011-08-19T15:38:00.001+08:00

Ignore my face ><

Haven't been updating for sometime so here's another long post. Been going to sch this whole week except for Thursday. It's common test week and went well for me :) TGIF. argh.

I wish blogger can be like photobucket and uplaod as many pix at one shot but sadly it can only upload 5 at most.. And I have to wait for blogger to take it's own sweet time. I'm impatient. but if I use photobucket, the size'll end up freaking big. -_-

Nothing much to post about. Going out t find bbyboy & girlf veryvery soon. Will update again when I got the time & mood. Baibai!

ฉันความรักมิถ ♥

2011-08-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday left home 6pm. Bus-sed to tamp t find weisen & calvin for dinner then chatchat. Took train to boonkeng aftermath.

Reached boonkeng at aroung 8pm. met Charmaine girlf & Jun. puffed and slack awhile. Jun went off then I went to Char's house.

Jun came to find us after his thing. Char and I went downstairs for supper at aruond 10pm ^_^

Overnight at Char's house :B she missed me soo much and gave me a photo of the both of us and some hello kitty stickers! <3<3 :-* so touched

Next morning she woke up early and went to school for some programme. I woke up at 7am+ cab-bed to her sch & rushed to pass her her PE attire as she forgot and her loose powder but when I reached she told me she don't need her PE ler :( but it's okay <3 Took her PE went back to her house and waited for her to end and come back home.
She came home then both of us prepared to go out. she had to go for counselling so I went home first. Will be meetinng her later on. going to town to get my stuffs and shopshop ^^v

Love my girlf ttm <3
Cya! :)

Hold me in your arms like you never wanna let go

2011-08-12T12:48:00.000+08:00

Goodmorninggg. Today is friday & I was too lazy to get up for school. Sigh. I really have to stop skipping school for no reason :(
/;
From the start, my feelings for you already grew. I cannot hide the fact that I really like you a lot, or shall i consider it love. Yesterday night you sent me a text that really shocked me. I was very surprised and happy at the same time. I asked myself if what you said was true.. well I choose to believe you & i trust you ain't lying to me yea.
You ask me why i always eat vinegar. but i didn't even tell you a single thing about how i feel , but you found out. How were you able to? howhowhowhow tell me tell me! :(
When i see your smile my world lightens up. when you held me in your arms i wish it will never end.

(last yr pic)
Alrights say byebye to jacqjacq :)

Paper-hearted

2011-08-11T19:33:00.000+08:00

Tuesday - went to pasir ris t find Bryan and Cheryl slack. After that went to e!hub was supposed to catch a movie but cancelled the whole idea and went drinking instead.

After drinking went bishan t ton as I really didn't have the mood the go home that night. Met Jun and his friends then Melissa girlf came t pei me <3

Next day went to find Melissa at Toapayoh blk 1. Intended to go to NEX but in the end didn't. Had our lunch and went t slack at Tpy lor 5 blk 75 hawker then Emelia and Sandy came. Slack till 10 and I left. Cab to boonkeng to find Charmaine girlf & Jun for supper, then home sweet home at 12+

Went to school today and was very restless. had bad menses cramp and my friend sent me to office to call my mummy to come and fetch me home. slept till 6pm+ and here I am blogging :)

I should eat more ! I want become chubbychubby ^^v

I know i may not be the first in your heart. To you i may be just another girl but to me, you're one in a million. I know you still cannot accept the fact that she's gone. I know you still can't get over it. I know you're aching inside when you think about it. I know you have a phobia of loving again. But hush don't rush. I'm willing to wait and i will give you all the time you need. Even if it takes forever...
Jealous kills me silently.

Waiting..

Hatred

2011-08-08T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hello :) didn't go to school today. It's 8August, school is just half-day no lessons just concert. ''Speech day'' . have to wear red t-shirt to sch but anyways I was too lazy to go. :/ Going t goldenmile later w Mindy & Jun to get my stuffs while bbg wants to get her contact lens. I promised to update more so I will not be sucha lazybum anymore hopefully :x I don't even know what to blog about. Hmm... lets continue the quiz thingy. so where did I stop?
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.
I want to give a second chance to myself to wake up and really study hard for my own future. I hope I can pass my eoy and promote and not let my parents down again.. Sometimes I feel that my existance is just a great disappointment. sometimes I wish i didn't exist at all. But thinking about death hurts. I love the people around me. I love those who were always there for me to be my listening ear. Always there to cheer me up and never failed to make me smile. awesome.. I will try my best to study hard yea :')

Startings are always the best. In the mids of a relationship it wouldn't be as amazing. It isn't easy to find the right one. but I believe he's my one in a million. Fate controls who walks into my life but only I decide who leaves or stay. waiting in vain isn't a good thing too, but no matter how many times I fall in and out of love, I can never learn to let go. This shows that i'm not heartless right?
Will blog when i'm back :) Tag me okey <3 baibai ^^

Backbackback!

2011-08-06T12:09:00.000+08:00

Finally can upload all the pix. Longlonglonglong picturelicious post here.

Me & Belle :) went to her birthday bbq and got splashed by water balloons ._.

The soft toy I gave her for her birthday. Kute? :B

Now gotta upload some outdated pix . Killing my space. (Last wk/last 2 wks ago)

Dinner @ 85market w/ clique :)

A stupid drawing I drew that very much represents my classmate. :D

Went to school and got suspended for 2weeks cuz' I got caught for passing my friend a cig at the corridor. urgh how path3tic -.- small thing then suspend!

Soo kute right!! A surprise for my birthday super touched. Guess who bought it for me? H3h3x happygirl97 !

Another cake from mommy <3 chocolateeeeeee!

My presents.

Someone actually remembered I love chocolate so much and look at this! Couldn't finish it myself. :x luv it soo much thanks Irene <3

Hk soft toys for my birthday ~ ! :B

Glittery foundation from Australia given by BBG <3<3<3

Cute brand

Went back to school and .. B-O-R-I-N-G but I had no choice but to go :( retarded pic ^

Will try to update more if I have time :) so many things happened. Shall not mention any. Cya *wave

Devastated

2011-08-06T11:57:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 14TH BIRTHDAY JACQUELINEWONGLINGLING ^_^

I'm using photobucket the size is so big and here and there's a fking prob to upload my pix. I neeglected my blog. Totally :( I have been very lazy and moodless . There are tons of pix I wanna upload it's piling up and I have no idea how it's gonna fit into one post!! argh. will upload manymany pix soon :)

Heartaches ;

2011-07-15T05:24:00.000+08:00

Good morning peeps :) Time now : 5.36am. surprised that I'm blogging at this time? I couldn't get myself to sleep last night. & gotta attend school later cuz I have been skipping school for 2days already. Promised daddy so I must go! updateupdate

Little note from my heart.

I have insomnia but I used to be able to sleep after an hour. But today's was really bad... Been laying in bed for 3hours till I gave up on trying to sleep. I don't know what happened to me. Woke up puffed & stone, wait for time to pass. Caught harry potter & the deadly hallows 2 yesterday @ downtown east. Rate 5/5 It was awesome ! Happy belated birthday Brian & Happy advanced birthday Belle! :)

I should be more homely and spend more time on my studies. Scared I'll retain this year :( I hate you maths T-T No more cheating for me during exam. any shortcut to memorise mathematics formulas?

Will try to update more. must tag me so I'll have the motivation to blog more often okay ^_^

10 days to my birthdayyy ❤

Time to get my ass off the chair and go to school. Baibai !

Bygones

2011-07-08T12:16:00.000+08:00

I haven't been updating for quite long alr. ps! was busy and lazy. Many things happened. Afterall, the people in the above picture are the ones that were there for me all along. Love my babies ❤
Have been going to school quite consistantly. But still failed to attend the whole week. Gave school amiss today. It's ''Be yourself day'' and we're supposed to wear our home clothes to school and lessons will resume as per normal. & of cuz they give us rules like no hot pants no singlets/spaghetti strips no translucent or transparent tops no slippers etcetc... so I decided not to go. anyway. who cares?!
I'm so bored now I can die.
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
My loved ones? I've been broken too many times for me to remember.
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.
I'm not a judemental person but there's this guy that I think he was being damn rude the first time I knew him cuz he doesn't want to help me start the bbq fire and ignored me and walked away! >:( Guess who he is? LERON ! HAHAHAHAHA
Today is the 8th. and do you know what this means?
H.A.P.P.Y.F.I.R.S.T.M.O.N.T.H.S.A.R.Y.B.A.B.Y.B.O.Y! ❤❤❤
Guess he's still sleeping like a pig now :b

School? Books?

2011-06-29T12:05:00.000+08:00

(Last yr photo. P.S: I don't know my this picture turns out to be so small)

Time now is : 12.07pm. Didn't go school for two days already. I'm being soo lazy :( There are some things I'm currently worrying about. My cca and my studies. I didn't attend cca for the whole June holidays and I do not have any good reason for it. Will my parents help me write an excuse letter? If they do not, I guess i'll just have to face the consequences and get punished ..

And for my studies, I'm really poor in my maths I can't even do a simple algebra question. What to do? :( Reading maths textbooks doesn't help at all and I really need to buck up if I want to get promoted. Pray hard ...
For my science, I guess I'll be taking physics & bio. Cuz' I think that chem is darn boring :O
No more sleeping in class or skipping sch/lessons for me.
jacquelinemuststudyharddddd T-T

Currently bored and got nothing to do so I'm gonna continue doing this~
Day 17 - someone from your childhood.
Jess bloodbond & Lipaw. Drifted :(
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.
I just wanna be myself ^_^
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Uhmmmm... The word pester somehow relates to irritate to me. So it's kinda like a bad thing. currently no one pestering me
Gonna maple. baibai~

Hell yeah

2011-06-27T19:30:00.001+08:00

P.S: pictures are not in order.
Saturday: caught up with my babygirl. went to town for shopping. Bought myself a dress from the flea :D

After shopping went to haji lane/muscat street for seesha with friends & co. Only started at 9pm. Ended at 11+. bbg and her friends shared a cab home. And I headed home too.

Had a not-so-good day but seesha was ok... reached home and couldn't sleep. Had lots of stuffs on my mind. sighs

Slept at 2am plus. Had to wake up at 7.30am the next morning to meet up w Clarice.

Managed to wake up very early the next day as I couldn't sleep well.

Got prepared and went downstairs to meet Clarice. went to tamp for awhile. Reached at 8+. after that went home at 11+. got ready and left home for ballet.

Ballet ended at 1.30pm. stayed back to watch the baby ballet girls dance. they were so cute! ps, didn't snap any pictures of them. Shall post it someday. Left dance arts and went to have lunch at pizzahurt with dance mates. Walked around > went to marine square. walkwalkwalk. chatchatchat. Boring >.< really felt like going home early and sleep as I didn't sleep well the previous day. was tired. Went home and reached home at 7+ packed my bag and went to bed early as I have to wake up super early at 5.45am the next morning to prepare for sch. (I'm a slow poke)

(Random pic of my pathetic table)

Today is the first day of school. went fine for me. Rather boring and ordinary. Morning assembly was a big lecture ~ Was being lazy and slept in class for 1 preiod :x had a lot of holiday homework to catch up with as I didn't do any of it. Miss many of my classmates :) my class is still as noisy as always. annoying.. After school went to tamp to find my mummy. She surprised me with a hello kitty watch and bought me a new pair of slippers! Happy much ^_^ > went back to bedok to slack with Clarice. She's currently in my house :D Should I go to school tomorrow? Hmmm... lazy

(This is me with makeup. I think this picture doesn't really look like me.)

Will update more. I'm so lazy. I'm so not used to waking up early in the morning to prepare for school. I wanna be a pig and wish I can sleep all day long. How was yours?

One question: who wants me to post a picture of me in ballet? Do tag me. kthxbai!

You promised to stay forever

2011-06-24T10:38:00.001+08:00

Been staying at home for the past two days. Eat > comp > eat > sleep. Lifeless right. hahaha

I started playing a game called celino ms(maplestory) my brother introduced to me and i'm kinda addicted to it. I hope i won't have the urge to play it everyday!

My blogviews decreased :( blog readers come back!
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.

Hmmm... I don't know.

Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.

I shall not mention names, but obviously I'm talking about my past relationships. I don't wish to hate/detest anyone or hold grudges on them for life but somethings just cannot be forgiven.

Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.

I currently do not have anyone I wish could forgive me. but what I wish for is not to disappoint my loved ones anymore! I definitely don't want anyone to give up on me.

Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.

I've drifted away from my MindyTan! :( I actually rejected to go shopping with her cuz i was lazy and busy playing maple at home. I HATE MYSELF T-T

Day 15 - the person you miss the most.

I MISS MY BABYBOY SOO MUCHZXC :( can't live without him <3

Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.

My grandma. Hope to go back to thailand to visit her again someday. The last time I went there was when I was primary 4 or 5 I think... And the reason why my mummy didn't bring me there for so long, was because of my dog. Pathetic i know. Because I wanted a dog and I'm the owner of it and if I go overseas no one will take care of Milky. Can't just abandon him over here right? <3

Time for maple. Remember to tag me okay! Baibai ^_^

I'm a silly lil girl

2011-06-22T13:22:00.001+08:00

H.A.P.P.Y.B.E.L.A.T.E.D.F.A.T.H.E.R'S.D.A.Y!

Really sorry for the delay of posts. Really gotta update this lil space. Thanks for visiting despite this boring site of mine.

How did you spend your father's day? For me I didn't do anything. Hha :x I promised to be a good girl to go to school and listen to him. Don't wanna let him down.

Shortie me.

Nice? ^^

Guess whose is it? :b

^ Char's

Look at what char gave me :D how sweet <3

Today is my blood brother's birthday. Just finished cutting cake and singing a birthday song to him. Happy 19th birthday korkor!

My photobucket has a problem which makes me have a problem uploading pix. Using blogger uploader is so slow. Holidays are gonna end very soon and I haven't even done any studies! :(

Regrets

2011-06-18T05:31:00.000+08:00

Currently bored at charmaine's house. Time now is 5.32am
Yesterday left home at 6+ went to AMK to find girlf. Pei her go sign up for muay thai class> went to her house to take some things> back to amk hub t meet Melissa> slack at amk gardens till 2+> all of us went over to char's house to rest. They both sleeping like a pig and I can't sleep... :(
Day 8 - your favorite internet friend.
I do not have a fav internet friend.
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
I wish i could meet God, so we can be bestfriends.
Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
I'd like to talk to my mama more.
Will post pix of today when I get home :)

Disappointed in myself. Why did I have to be stupid? I almost lost someone I love most. someone I can't live without. I don't wish to continue disappointing my loved one. Wakeup, Jacqueline.

Loves' found me

2011-06-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

It's 1.09am now and I just reached home. Not feeling sleepy yet so here's a update. Caught green lantern at bugis illuma w/ Bryan & one of his friend called Game. Unique name :) someone from thailand too. But he's from chiang mai. ok anyway, rate the movie 3/5. I think its quite boring though. I find that x-men first class is nicer. Guess what? I was 20mins late for the movie and made them wait for me and didn't get any naggings. bahahahaha. Ate at ''empire estate'' restaurant after the movie. Bryan kept making me laugh and I was laughing like nobody's business ._. screw him. Pool at pool fushion after supper > home sweet home.
(Another outdated pic)

Day 6 - a stranger.
There are many stranger's I've met. many online. hmm.. strangers are weird to me. I really don't like the way they approach me and say somethings like hey mind intro or hi or how old are you and asking all the random questions when I don't even know them... Okay anyway I do not entertain strangers so who cares ^^
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
My ex-boyfriend - I don't wish to talk abt the past for whats over is over and cannot be erased/re-wined/undone. I'll just have to live my life to the fullest, the future is what matters.
Girlfriend - I have so many girlfriends but afterall only one is true. Guessing? If you think it's Mindy then you're right!(If you've been reading my older posts you'll know) She's the most trustworthy crazy woman I've ever met and I just love her so muchhhhh :D no one can understand me like she does. hugs and kisses for you <3

Love - love is the enchanted dawn of every heart. To me, One who has not found true love hasn't experienced true happiness.

Crush - I thought i've done a post on crush already?!!!!!!!!!!!!

To: someone I knew for 9years... I've always considered you as one of my bestie. We were childhood friends, we grew up together. It's hard for me to imgaine how much you've changed. How could you betray my bbg like that? She didn't do anything wrong. It wasn't her fault. she isn't to blame. You even asked someone to speak for you. I'm utterly disappointed. Because of this incident, I no longer consider you as my friend. You betray, you baskstab. what could get worse? Although it doesn't concern me at all, putting myself into my bbg's shoes, I totally feel for her. Do you know how decieved she was? I wonder if you even got your facts right before you start acting up. But i doubt you did cuz' if you did, you wouldn't even be blaming her in the first place. I'll just have to accept the fact that you've changed so much to the extend where we no longer need to know each other. I learnt that friends come and go. even the person i thought i knew most, changed. Sigh, I always thought you were a nice girl. I guess I was all wrong.

I am who I am

2011-06-16T18:22:00.000+08:00

Hi readers :)

I went over to Tingting bbg's house to stay over last night. She cooked supper for me. how sweet x) Chit-chat and talk a lot of cock. h2h before we sleep and we planned to wake up super early the next morning for breakfast together.

Next morning : plan failed as both of us were being sucha pig and woke up at 11+ . went to the market in the afternoon, ate our lunch and then went to siglap cc to look for baking classes. (I don't have much interest in this, but just accompanying her as she likes it) Okay, so after that she went to find her boyf and i went home. Finally done doing my html codes after spending a few hours in blogger. Is my blog nicer now?!

Day 5 - your dreams.

I'm gonna tell you guys my dream but promise me not to laugh ok. cuz' I know this is hard for my friends to imagine and they often make fun of me but anyway, my dream is to be a ballet teacher/ air stewardes. Okay I know the second choice is kinda impossible cuz I'm short... hahaha. Gotta go prepare and have to reach bugis for a movie by 7.15pm and now it's already 6.43!! Cya!

Jar of hearts

2011-06-15T12:56:00.000+08:00

(Old photo)

Morning ! It's 1.03pm now. Just woke up not long ago. Update update~

Day 3 - your parents.
My parent's? I've got nice parents, they give me my own freedom. I've got a very naggy dad and a supersuper sweet and cute mama. They are kinda over sensitive over me sometimes.. but they're awesome! They give me what i want. but of course i don't take them for granted and climb over their heads :b
Day 4 - your sibling.
I got 2 elder brothers. I rarely talk to my eldest brother cuz our age gap is like 7years apart?? And he's like super guai type. nerdy! Hahaha :B I talk to my second brother more. he's 19 this year but don't want to help me buy cig! >:( But he got split personality. when he's in a good mood, he will treat me very good. sometimes buy me my fav subway cookies, sometimes buy me make up stuffs. Awesome right ! But when he's not in a good mood.. he will bully me and don't let me use comp and be super rude to me ._. And sometimes when he's boliao and got nothing to do he will disturb me! call me shortie etc etc... -_-
But afterall he's still my korkor :) heh.
&& remember to tag me before you go! ^_^

Edited /-
When we were still together, you didn't cherish me. You took me for granted. You didn't know how much i loved you. You always hurt me and make me cry. telling me lies. Ignoring me. Treating me like a toy. Because of you I did so many silly things. Until one day you went in, and left me here all alone. I think all over. And i decided to move on. One year passed. Now you're a free man and you come back to me begging me to go back to you. Telling me how much you missed me. Bullshit. When I made a decision to move on, I knew one day you'd regret for sure. I knew you'd come back looking for me. And it really happened. but too bad, you suck and i deserve someone way better than you. And guess what? I've already found my long lost prince charming and we're together. Too bad for you eh. Wanna know why i hate you so much? Because of how you treated me in the past. You hurt me so bad. You're just a loser to me now. I will never go back to you. Dream on, sucker

Chapters of love

2011-06-14T18:55:00.000+08:00

Just came back home. met Bb at outram just now :) He's sleeping like a pig right now.
Gotta reach city hall by 8.15pm later.

I'm bored and waiting for time to past so here's a short post.
Day 2 - your crush.
My crush... I've had many crushes, or shall i call it infatuation? not very sure how to spell it but well, crushes come faster than you can control. someone a lil more than like, sometimes a lil less.
I've ever had a crush and that grew to be puppy love. we were so shy to do anything. I feel satisfied even seeing him in school. until one day, he stopped talking to me. and i knew something was wrong. He left me and the last thing he told me was, ''hope you will find a better guy.''
Anyway, shall not talk about it as it's the past. what matters now is the present. Currently deep in love with my bbyboy ! Leron is loveeed :B
Time check : 7.15pm.
Alright, gotta go prepare and off to city hall for ballet. Remember to tag me okay! Baibai ^_^

Take over control

2011-06-14T12:01:00.000+08:00

Hey readers, i'm back home and finally have time for my comp.
Sunday : toapayoh inter at 11am to meet charmaine girlf > pasir ris wildwildwet > dinner > Amk > charmaine's house sleepover > next day celebrated her birthday with a cake at her house.
Isn't this kute?! sorry the whiskers are gone cuz i bite it before i remembered to take a photo of it.
My dearest bbg baked this cute lil hello kitty muffin for me. How sweet!! Love die her =^^=

Thank you so much bbg! <3

^Why do i look like a cat here?

Say hi to my dog, Milky !

Day 1 - your best friend.

Mindy's my best friend! We met from a tuition centre and thats where the bonding of our friendship started. when we were younger, we used to always play together in the playground, have many heart 2 heart talks, and the best part of all is, she's as crazy as me when we're happy! Laughing like nobody's business together, talking abt inside joke that make us laugh our ass off. I remember we used to meet up every week just to eat subway together. It was our favourite and it still is until now. We used to audi together almost everyday. Until one day we went to seperate secondary schools. she met news friends, i met mine. We aren't as close as we used to, but in my heart, she's always number 1. never be replaced. It's just so difficult to imagine that we were once enemies huh! K la love die you ^_^

I'm so glad to have a friend like her. If you're reading this,

I love you Mindy! ♥ :-* XXX

Don't shed tears for someone who hurt you. Don't long for that person if they left. Don't feel sorry if you failed when you tried your best.

Loving you was more than a dream come true

2011-06-13T18:24:00.000+08:00

Have been busy going out lately don't even have time to touch my comp. There are many photos in my phone i want to upload but i don't have time!!

I'm sucha big fat pig and at least i'm putting in effort to keep my blog alive :) do tag me ~

Having a dead tagboard sux

I'm gonna be doing this -

Day 1 - your best friend.
Day 2 - your crush.
Day 3 - your parents.
Day 4 - your sibling.
Day 5 - your dreams.
Day 6 - a stranger.
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 - your favorite internet friend.
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 - the person you miss the most.
Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17 - someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - the last person you kissed.
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.

Your smile is a beaufitul lie

2011-06-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

Hey readers! sorry for the lack of updates. I've been really busy with my holidays and i haven't had time to touched my computer. So here's a longlongg post :) Enjoy~

Monday : left home at 8pm+. went to city plaza to find charmaine girlf as she was working thr.

Waited for her to end work then went over to her house to stayover again. Her mom cooked dinner for us. This silly girlf of mine asked me to help her train her maple and she fell asleep left me alone:( i help her level 3times okay!!

Next day woke up early at 10+ then accompany her go her shop t reborn her hair.

After she was done with everything, she went to find her boyf while i went to tamp to find Jeremy and co for a movie at century square.

Caught Kunfu Panda 2. rate 5/5 it's funny :)

After movie, ate Popeyes. Got my cigs then went over to Yew tee.

Ton-ed at cck. Next day, went to eat breakfast then went to geylang bahru to find girlf. Took train to boon keng and saw Huimin chm sist! Miss die her ^^ It was raining heavily and i had to flag for a cab under the heavy rain :( was drenched and couldn't find a cab! worse day :( Thank god a kind women gave me an umbrella. Got a cab and went over to geylang bahru. met girlf and she treat me eat cuz i was soo mad that i got drenched. She's the best :D

This crazy women using my phone to camwhore while waiting for bus.

Went over to my house and waited for me to prepare. Lent her my heartshape tube dress as she liked it a lot.

Then bus-ed to Parkway to eat her fav ice cream.

She was so crazy over the ice cream she ate one after another ._.

Use my phoone camwhore again !

Look at the hot pink ice cream. so chio right! shall try it someday <: waited for her to finish eating then went to kpool for lan.

blackshot and l4d. Played for less than an hour then offed comp.

Send my girlf home as she didn't know how to go back from there. Then came back to bedok alone all the way from amk :( i'm so nice right send her home ><
I went to kembangan to ton w/ yonghang, yongbao, weijian, dillon and co. cabbed home at 5am+ and had an awesome sleep. woke up the next day at 6pm. went marine parade t find Lynnie mummy to slack but she couldn't come out at the last minute cuz her mom was being a bitch. Poor me waited downstairs for an hour.. So went to sempang bedok to meet my blood brother. played lan at crossfire. After playing, went to eat prata and it was super crispy (Y) best prata i've ever tasted. Caught the last bus home.

Next morning, was awakened by Clarice's phone call at 8am+ called me to go down stairs for a puff.

Went downstairs to find her :)

She ate her breakfast. shared some w/ me. Chatchat. Puffed then went home. Took my things and left home again.

Went to bishan to meet Nicholas.

Puffed. chatted.

Then train-ed to Khatib accompany him to his condo and waited downstairs as he went up to take some things. In the end he told me to meet him at amk library as him mom insisted on sending him there.

It started drizzleing and i had to flag for a cab under the rain, AGAIN! :(
So i was wet again -.- And same thing, couldn't find a cab. was damn pissed off. called a cab and when the cab came, i saw the cab number it was my cab but it didn't stop -.- so i forgot about it and continued waiting. The next thing i knew, my phone went out of battery. wanted to just cab home straight as i was already soo pissed. Most unlucky day ever! Finally got a cab and cabbed to amk library to see if nicholas was still there waiting. And he was! and by the time i reached amk library, it stopped raning -.-

He hopped in the cab and went over to thomsons road. Had my lunch. He met 2 of his friends there, then went to play lan. Blaskshot and l4d again. Cheered up.

Cabbed home at 10+. reached home at 11 and chatted on phone with Leron till 2am+ and i fell asleep. Woke up today at 3pm+. Pig i know :x and here i am blogging! If you have any advices on what you want me to blog about to make my posts more entertaining, do tell me.

The time now is 5.35pm, Saturday 4th of June. my blogger timing is screwed so do not follow it.

No trust, No love

2011-05-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

Helloooo H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S!!! :D

Yesterday, left home at 2.30pm and went to Bedok inter to meet Mindy bbg. then bus-ed together to ikea to have our lunch.

Chated a lot and she started talking bout' blood(my weak point) I'm scared to see blood -.- she freaked me out badly and didn't wanna continue eating! left ikea and bused back to Bedok. puffed. then went Bugis t meet Charmaine girlf while bbg went to meet her boyf.

Had my meatballz.

Some overdued pix of us <3 one and only babygirl. XXX

._. ugly shot

Eew dark eye circles. soo uglyy. posting this cuz Charmaine forced me to!

Candid girlf <3 hehe

Went for shopping and walked around! Girlf bought a cute top for me! ^^ after walked the whole of bugius street, sat down and puffed. Took some pix to kill time.
After that went to illuma for awhile then went to grab a bite. Then home!

Was intending to blog when i reach home but i was too lazy and went straight to bed so delayed the post till today!

Today I woke up at 11am. prepared and went for ballet. Ended ballet at 2+ then went to marina square with dance mates to have our lunch. Went to shopshop around aftermath. Then went home at 7pm + :x can you imagine how much time we spent on walking around the shopping centre?! Hours!

Okay i'm tired. Gna sleep like a pig soon. Baibai!

What a night,

2011-05-29T02:19:00.000+08:00

Didn't go to school for one whole week.

Hey readers! i'm back to post about my long weekdays. This post is what i did for the past few days. on Tuesday night, went AMK hub to eat dinner w/ charmaine girlf. had h2h talks. walked around, then went back to her house. sleep over for the second day. next day, woke up did nothing again. nua at her house till night time. Got ready then train-ed to choa chu kang to find shi hwee sist.

Les right. was drunk. Haha! vomitted once :(
Met her at cck's mac. puffed then went to Lot 2 for some pool. and more pool. drank beer + liqour and sang kbox. Everything was free! Awesome night !!

But sadly the night went pass fast.. and soon the sun is out. Means it's time for sleep! went over to shi hwee's house to rest. But surprisingly both of us couldn't sleep so woke up and watched some horror movies. Quite nice :)

At 5pm + , we train-ed to woodlands causeway point to walk around. but sadly there were many shops renovating so didn't get to shop much. saw a lot of hello kitty stuff there! at 8+ , puffed then i bus-ed home while shi hwee went to cck Lot 2 to find her friend.

Went home for a bath. Bryan Ng wanted to find me at my area so went downstairs to meet him for supper. After eating, went home while bryan went to cine for his midnight movie. Thanks for the treat!! ^^

Next day which was friday, was the last day of school but i was too lazy to get out of bed so i decided not to go. Woke up at 11pm +. went to eat lunch at bedok long john silvers w/ yonghang & weijian.

Went home and got ready to go to school as it was already close to 4pm. Had to go back to school with my parents to collect my report book + meet the parents session. which means, i'm dead. I expected this to turn out bad. I expected the teacher to give bad remarks about me and i was right. She did.

I got really mad and i just walked out of the class and leave them talking. If i continued sitting there i may just start scolding vulgarities. Damn angry!

Went to have mac w mummy aftermath > home again. Got changed then out i go!

Went to meet Norahim at Sempang bedok crossfire. Got my cigarettes then bus-ed back to bedok south to slack for awhile. Left the place at 9pm and train-ed to choa chu kang t meet Jeremy and co. Toned and Teck whye.

Went home at morning and here i am! Dead tired but still making the effort to update my blog or it'll be dead. Gonna rest now then meeting charmaine girlf later at bugis. Seems like my holiday is really packed. Tag me okay! If my tagboard continues to be dead i think i'll stop blogging so do tag me!

A broken trust, equals a broken heart.

2011-05-25T07:35:00.000+08:00

(This is me w/o make up. not even foundation. veryugly)

Currently at Charmaine girlf's house. today woke up and checked the time and it was 7+ Clarice called me hoping i was at home so could pei her go mac eat breakfast cuz she know i never go school but im at amk >< ps Clarice! so went back to sleep and woke up at 12+ in the noon. Her maid cooked lunch for us. mummum~ was supa bored... so we were sitting in the room chatting. then she started talking nonsense and laughing like a mad women... and her laughter was damn funny and i couldn't take it. so..
we both started laughing so hard. at nothing. :/ Now she's in the living room watching her tv and left me alone in the room once again. :( got nothing else to do so decided to take some random pix & blog

waiting for her to bathe then go amk hub walkwalk. Got ballet tonight at 8+. should i go? hmm.. if i can make it in time.
Peektures do the talkings.
I LOVE CHARMAINE(!) ❤

Tag me up to get linked :)

Tell me where you wanna go,

2011-05-24T17:38:00.000+08:00

HI. it's now 2.16 in the middle of the night and i'm bored. so here are some snapshots :

super ugly !
So, for yesterday i left home in the afternoon around 4 and bussed over to fengshan cc t find Alfie bro, eugene, glenn and co. was soo boring thr. puffed and chat. slacked awhile then waited for glenn to go fetch quanyin and when she reached, me and Alfie left together to th bus stop.

Saw Junrong kor at the busstop! Alfie's bus came first so said bye and he left for home. so took bus w/ jr back to bedok south. went to buy my dinner at main road's coffee shop and so did jr. had chicken cutlet! fatty lil pig (^00^) anyway, Clarice came after 5mins. bought her food too and decided to nom at her house.

After eating, said byebye and i head off to hougang to collect my stuff. > after collecting my stuff, took train to AMK to find Charmaine girlfffff <3 sorry t keep you waiting! >reaached and we walked around amk hub. bought a light supper for myself to munch on. P.I.G

Chatted while we walked around. then off to her house to sleep over! and here i am <: not gonna go to school again tmrw. heh :b will upload some pix from my phone when i reach home.

I just had a haircut again recently and its so thin now

I don't like! :( baibai! Tag me okey!!

Past is fading, death is waiting.

2011-05-24T05:44:00.000+08:00

To my dearest Eling twinny: be a good girl and listen to your mummy okay? i want to see you go to school. don't make me worry for you again! <3 love you truckloads !

Gave school amiss today as i was too lazy to get out of my cozy bed.
Didn't go school for 3days straight without valid reason.. better go to sch tmrw or i'll get screwed!
I'm back to blogging :) formspring me if you have any questions.
`Gonna prepare then off to amk to meet Charmaine girlf @ amk hub> hougang at 7pm to collect my stuff. will try to update when i get home . Bai! =^^=