Even if it breaks my heart, just so long as you're happy

No more selfishness. No more pride. I just wanna change for you baby.

Listen to your soft heartbeat, watch you sleep so soundly. Hushhush sleep tight. i feel so lucky to be doing this. It was you that made me smile. made me realise what love is. Taught me many things. guide me through my obstacles. It was you that made me believe in forever... I was lost. but you found me. 

I just wanna hold you tight forever. i don't even wanna let go a slightest bit. I'm sorry i may not be a very good girlf. But i just wanna let you know that, i truly love you.. Th number 15 will always be my fav number. I don't know what life will be without you. & thinking abt it just makes me cry. I really can't live on without you baby. You mean everything t me. you're my precious gem. No one can ever replace you in my heart. You'll always be my number 1 and only. Throughout this 3months you really made me feel loved. No one ever made me felt this way. Only you. you can. I'm sorry for being over sensitive. I'm so stupid sometimes i hate myself. I will study hard and be guaiguai for you okay? Pinky-promise. I don't even have interest in friends anymore. I don't want anyone, i jsut want you. I'm trying my best. don't lose faith...