Dear Junjun, Happy belated second monthsary ! && 
Ever since you stepped into my life, you taught me a lot of things and you totally changed my life. I gave up my lifeless lifestyle because you made me realise the meaning of being human. I gave up slacking because of you. And also you told me that it is so hard to be human and thats why I stopped doing stupid things to myself. I never wanna hurt myself again.
I was so damn touched when you told me you wanna marry me. I felt like the happiest and luckiest girl in the world. You're gonna be my one and only and no one can ever replace you, I promise.
Been through many ups and downs together within this short 2months. But it didn't felt like two months passed. In fact it kinda felt more like 2years. I'm not joking. You're the first guy that i've spent so much time on, just to accompany you day and night. & be by your side. I remember at the beginning of our rs when I didn't trust you totally because I was afraid of getting hurt for the same reason and also I have been hurt many times before and I just couldn't stand another heartbreak but I just couldn't deny the fact that I fell deeply for you and there was no way to escape from rejecting you as a boyfriend.
I didn't believe in love at first sight but for you, I did. It's just so weird isn't it? We barely know each other, yet we cared for each other, rarely talked to each other , and didn't show any of our feelings towards each other until that one day that I decided to confess my feelings to you because I just couldn't hold it back anymore. The feeling is just soo... something inside me was forcing me to tell you and so I did. At first you thought I was joking. But yea I insisted I was cuz I was really being serious with you!!!!!
I remember we would stay up late and drink together, having heart2heart talks. You told me that you really loved me a lot and you didn't want me to leave. You even said you can't live on without me. You told me I changed your life and I was the only reason why you're moving on with life. I remember there was once you told me that I was your colour pencil because I coloured your life with meaning and motivation. You're just so cute aren't you? sillyboy.
This 2months passed really fast. Even before I know it. Time flies with you baby. I can't wait to be your wife!!! And our son's name will be HoeZhenLong right!! (thats if my baby turns out to be a male). Know what? If i'm a mother and I have a choice, I'd rather give birth to a boy rather than a girl. Reasons:
1. I'm a girl myself and I know how crazy we get when it comes to shopping. Our money can literally fly within minutes.
2. Guys are more self independant and more capable of taking care of themselves.
3. Guys do not need as much money on clothes compared to a girl. etcetc...
Andand, girls out there I'm sure when you are sad and breakdown crying and you look for a listening ear, your friends have ever encouraged you saying, ''don't worry and get over it. One day you'll find your Mr Right.'' Isn't it?
And I understand that at that point of time when you are at the lowest and you still feel so sad pondering over the breakup, and telling yourself that you want him back and stuff. That's why you won't even want to get a Mr Right but you just want your ex back. Thats how stubborn I was.
But in the end? I still let it go after time passes. I was hurt time and again and I didn't believe in any Mr Rights. I thought it was just plain lies. I thought they didn't exist at all or probably extinct in this world.
But everything changed after this HoeJunJun of mine stepped into my life. He was my Mr Right, the one I had been searching for years. The one I had been hoping to get. I guy I always wished he was.
So what i'm trying to say is, don't cry over spilt milk. Don't give up the whole forest just because of one tree. One day the person who you are fated to be with will meet. And you will have your time of your life. So don't worry so much and don't be so sad over love okay? Girls don't cry later not pretty alr. Cheers :) 
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